i know who to talk to

i was sitting in the waiting room at gillette with my pca and i seen a doctor that usually sees me for my baclofen pump. i remember thinking that i wanted to get him to write a prescription to wear my neck brace. i wasn't sure if he would write an order for me to wear it but he did. i wasn't sure of where i got the neck brace from, so i thought that they would give me problems with signing an order to wear it. i'm not sure if i wrote on my blog yesterday that i thought they wouldn't give me an order to wear it. i remembered that the doctor that wrote out the order has been my doctor for a while and he wrote out a prescription for my walker with no questions, so he didn't give me any troubles with writing out an order to wear my neck brace at night whenever i wanted.
i seen my physical therapist that i had when i used to go to gillette for rehab. outpatient therapy. i started outpatient therapy when i was 16 and i was actually thinking about that particular therapist lately. i remember that i used to have a crush on him. i don't know what i seen in him. i think that i like people that show some kind of authority or control, that's all that i can think of anyway.
i drove out of gillette with a new wheelchair, i thought that it would never happen. now i need to get physical therapy for my walker. i really wanna worry about what i really want, that is to walk again.